••~~~~NOWHERE MAN~~~~••
Written Feb,9th, 2022
#2,069, File #25-A, Cat#25-1
Artwork & Lyrics;
Taylor Newman
*All Rights Reserved (C)-2022*
~~~~~NOWHERE MAN~~~~~
In crashing waves, of painful time
and the storms, within their, wake,
All my tears swept in the currents
of what once were yesterday's......
As my soul, it stands here bleedin'
and my sorrow screams my name,
Within winds of howling madness
can I last, throughout this pain......
Tho' my eyes they might look blue
they're just walls, and so well hide,
What are left, of broken, remnants
deep within my shattered mind.....
~Chorus~
~~~~~~~
Like an empty, one way freight train
that long ago came off its track,
No one's on board, to stop me rollin'
I'm set to crash, w/no way back,
And as the sun it now starts setting
within my hearts deserted land,
Shall then my soul ever find shelter
before I'll die a,.."Nowhere Man,"
~~~~~~~
Just tell me, "do you wake up crying"
and yet, you never know just why,"
Tell me, "are ya' starvin' to be happy"
but can't taste, tho' hard you tried,...
When all your days they feel so dark
and your hope, it's framed in pain,
Oh just how long, shall a soul suffer
when left to bleed out tho' in vain,...
How does a soul then yearn to roam
when its very core, is cold n' dyin,'
How long will I, survive in searching
when I've then lost all will in tryin,'...
~Chorus~
~~~~~~~
Like an empty, one way freight train
that long ago came off its track,
No one's on board, to stop me rollin'
I'm set to crash, w/no way back,
And as the sun it now starts setting
within my hearts deserted land,
Can then my soul, ever find, shelter
before I'll die a,.."Nowhere Man."
~~~~~~~
When I have gone and my inks dried
will the words, in this piece haunt,
From my soul, whom you once knew
tho' he was lost, his pain it taught,...
The one true message, which he left
which he'd hoped for you to know,
That, "tho' inside you may be hurting
please just know you're not alone,"...
Though till that time when I must go
I'll just keep bleeding all that I can,
I only ask ya' keep me in your hearts
& thus no more a,..."Nowhere Man"
~~~~~~NOWHERE MAN~~~~~~
Written Feb. 9th, 2022
#2,069, File #25-A, Cat#25-1
Artwork & Lyrics;
Taylor Newman
*All Rights Reserved (C)-2022*
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~~~💧ALONE AND LOST💧~~~
Written August 17th, 2022
#2,098 File#24-A Cat#25-B
Artwork And Lyrics;
Taylor Newman
All Rights Reserved (C) 2022
~~~~ ALONE AND LOST ~~~~
Sitting all alone, is a young man
within the cold and pouring rain,
He sits trembling, from his past
a past of pain, that shall remain,
Upon a cliff, that calls his name
on its edge he sits and ponders,
How long this pain, in him'll last
as skies above, start to thunder,
Has angels wings both of black
which symbolise his life of pain,
he holds a single, black balloon
for a child"s life, he lived in vain,
~Chorus~
~~~~~~~
Just sitting here and all alone
I'm all alone in pouring rain,
And tho' rain is my best friend
it won't wash away my pain,
For even falling rain must end
without pain, being its cost,
I'm sitting here, within my hell
by myself.."Alone And Lost."
~~~~~~~
Sentenced to a life of utter pain
achin' in his soul won't go away,
Born w/in a hell, upon the earth
told to effin' die, most everyday,
Grew up with a dad void of love
and with a mother, cold n' cruel,
Altho' he loved them very much
beat his little soul, black n' blue,
There's alot, which can, be said
about the lack o' love, from two,
But when hatred, births, a child
the cost is paid, by me and you,
~Chorus~
~~~~~~~
Just sitting here and all alone
I'm all alone in pouring rain,
And tho' rain is my best friend
it won't wash away my pain,
For even falling rain must end
without pain, being its cost,
I'm sitting here, within my hell
by myself.."Alone And Lost."
~~~~~~~
I never asked, to be conceived
I never asked, for all your pain,
I've often wished I wasn't born
am I the one, that is to blame?
Oh Dad, why weren't, you there
I tried to make ya' proud of me,
Oh was I just not good enough
and not a son ya' wished I'd be,
And tho' Mom, it might be said
"all wounds will heal w/in time,"
They knew not of your torment
or your cruel, & hurttful crimes,
~Chorus~
~~~~~~~
Just sitting here and all alone
I'm all alone in pouring rain,
And tho' rain is my best friend
it won't wash away my pain,
For even falling rain must end
without pain, being its cost,
I'm sitting here, within my hell
by myself.."Alone And Lost."
~~~~~~~
Deep w/in the sorrow, of a boy
tho' now a man, I still sit hurtin,'
And the scars in me won't heal
w/in the boy, ya' both deserted,
And these wings still are black
But my balloon's died long ago,
It was swept up, in cruel winds
w/in the winds of dead sorrow,
And as I sit here still I'm crying
like a ship at sea, that's tossed,
A vessel deep, in stormy water
I'll always be,.."Alone And Lost."
~~~~ALONE AND LOST~~~~
Written August 17th, 2022
#2,098 File#24-A Cat#25-B
Artwork And Lyrics;
Taylor Newman
All Rights Reserved (C) 2022
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Adult
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~~~~*LITTLE FRIEND*~~~~
Written, July 1st, 2022
#2,090 File#23-A Cat# 24-B
Artwork And Lyrics;
Taylor Newman
All Rights Reserved (C) 2022
~~~~~LITTLE FRIEND~~~~~
She was brought into the world
by a mom, without a heart,
Was ridiculed n' deeply scarred
and abused from the start,
She never felt, 'er mother's love
never held her in her arms,
Never told 'er girl she loved her
and it ripped her girl apart,
She'd sneak outside late at nite
watch the stars, in the sky,
Just her alone holdin' 'er puppy
the only love within 'er life,
Named her puppy "Little Friend"
the only one, she ever had,
She loved 'em like 'er very child
licked 'er face if feelin' sad,
She'd always sing 'er little song
with 'er puppy in her arms,
She held 'em tight w/all 'er love
w/'er love safe from harm,
~Chorus~
~~~~~~~
Ohh twinkle twinkle little stars
pretty stars, so high above,
Can ya' grant me just one wish
to 1 day feel that I'm loved,
What's it feel like shining stars
to be loved, like you all are,
Cause I feel cold and so alone
will ya' love me little stars?
~~~~~~~
But the stars would not answer
as the tears, filled 'er eyes,
Just another nite w/little friend
and all alone w/him to cry,
Only longed her momma's love
often wept, all night alone,
And she'd dream, of bein' loved
and a loving, caring home,
Always thought it was her fault
why 'er mom was this way,
But, when she tried asking why
she'd yell, JUST GO AWAY!
Soon she learned, to never ask
left all alone, deep in pain,
Yet still she loved 'er mama so
n' she never did, complain,
~Chorus~
~~~~~~~
Ohh twinkle twinkle little stars
pretty stars, so high above,
Can ya' grant me just one wish
to 1 day feel that I'm loved,
What's it feel like shining stars
to be loved, like you all are,
Cause I feel cold and all alone
please love me little stars?
~~~~~~~
The very scars, deep in 'er soul
they grew more, everyday,
No matter how much she cried
it didn't take 'er pain away,
For years she ate out of a bowl
all alone and on the floor,
At times, slept in the back yard
in a box by the back door,
All alone n' feeling, freightened
it was the story of her life,
And along with, mama's yelling
how it cut her, like a knife,
Mom rarely washed 'er clothes
rarely gave her girl a bath,
And every single day at school
kids they always laughed,
~Chorus~
~~~~~~~
Ohh twinkle twinkle little stars
pretty stars, so high above,
Can ya' grant me just one wish
to 1 day feel that I'm loved,
What's it feel like shining stars
to be loved, like you all are,
Cause I feel cold, and so alone
will ya' love me little stars?
~~~~~~~
Then a day came after school
she got home and she found,
Couldn't find her "Little Friend"
was in the tub, n' he drowned,
Held him close, and she cried
as she moaned, deep in pain,
His was the only love she had
never to know, his love again,
Her lil' heart was broke in two
it crushed her, precious soul,
Mom looked at 'er and smiled
and 'er smile, looked so cold,
Said, "ya' don't deserve a dog!
n' all you touch is gonna die,"!
"You're not worth a livin' thing
shut y'ur mouth don't ya' cry"!
~Chorus~
~~~~~~~
Ohh twinkle twinkle little stars
pretty stars, so high above,
Can ya' grant me just one wish
to 1 day feel that I'm loved,
What's it feel like shining stars
to be loved, like you all are,
Cause I feel cold, and so alone
please love me little stars?
~~~~~~~
Without a place she could go
with nowhere, she could run,
Up in her room till it was dark
where she wept oh so numb,
Then she left, 'er lonely room
went outside that nite alone,
And sat upon the train tracks
& she cried behind 'er home,
Had nothing left w/in her life
she had nothin' but, her pain,
Now alone, without 'er friend
just a fast approaching train,
Then she stood as she cried
saw three lights on the train,
In 'er soul they all were stars
w/deep pain, she exclaimed,...
"Ohh twinkle twinkle little stars
I see, you've come, for me,
Take me w/ya' won't ya' please
oh please just set me free,"
"The pain in me is far too much
oh please, make it all end,
Take me won't you pretty stars
up to my,...."Little Friend"?
The stars granted her that wish
lived no more, w/her pain,
She was set free upon that nite
by 3 stars, upon that train,
"If there's a moral to her story
it's to love the lives you make,"
"Don't take a love, for granted
it is the cruelest, of mistakes."
~~~~~LITTLE FRIEND~~~~~
Written, July 1st, 2022
#2,090 File#23-A Cat# 24-B
Artwork And Lyrics;
Taylor Newman
All Rights Reserved (C) 2022
