AFTER LOVING YOU - Emmelia M

Distant in congruent time,

I may disrupt myself through,

I write your name distinctly,

Yet whispering yours,

After loving you.

Building a solitude,

A silent discussion by distant lovers,

Afterward in a cosy turning point,

I may hide my pride in my tears,

After loving you.

Insight of our plea,

Coming out of rosy life,

This must be our kindness in miseries,

I leave my white veil,

And get dressed as a black widow,

After loving you.

My last phrase for this sunken choice,

I view my voice in your silent ears,

You may bleaken mine in dark words,

I hardly can step the words of love,

After loving you.

I take and fly with my bleakened wings,

Till the edge of nowhere,

Where they can only find my shadow,

Without my name,

Without my tears,

Only Holy Cross.